It is all about a life spent looking for Love as the Supreme goal,
trying to find my Self into Life’s innumerable manifestations.
I was experiencing ,,, and in there, there was suffering, pain, joy, love … yet
I needed more, needed the Permanence and finally, once, decided that the
only way to have IT would be to dwell in WHAT I was so longing for
and That, as it felt to me, seemed so close and so far away at the
same time.
It was so that the Reality of the humblest and the simplest, of the Here and the Now, came finally to free me, save me, talk to me, taking me by hand, guiding my heart … Love Itself had been for so long craving the Heart making it bleeding through with joy and love, making it so confident that being able to feel THAT and being close to THAT must be One and the Same. The
Object of the Quest was always my most eminent source of happiness: it felt so close, hidden
somewhere in me uncomplished and perfect at the same time, my very Treasure. So to need IT became to want IT from the deepest Heart and the most striving after it Intellect. This is
what Love, Faith and Determination achieved in me once reconciled at the level both
of Reason and Intuition: one day, out of a profound feeling of frustration, I finally happened to be able to concentrate my
efforts permaining all in one point, sticked at the instant, into the “Here and Now”, where the Question and
the Answer Are One and the Same. I experienced that such eradication in the dwelling was made in me of Stillness and that, in there, Beauty and deep Understanding were easily "achievable" by grasping at each very
moment as at a unique opportunity for perceiving the Permance. This revealed to be my own Way into Concentration as a form of Devotion
to the Instant … In It I
found the most complete Understanding, Guidance and deepest Comprehension of
Reality. I dwelled In There for three days during which I witnessed at
some sort of miracles as they appeared to me. What I experienced is a World totally
craved out of our own Vision. A World of which We are the ultimate Creators. Purity
of mind, Openess of Heart, Devotion to the Instant … can reconcile us
with the Unity we lose simply by not being totally present to Reality as It is. Only being Present without superposing the thinking over the Presence Itself, makes us Conscient and Aware: the veil pierced, the Substance of Eternity is finally nurturing our Being enabling us to see and clearly distinguish: what is not free from what is unconditioned, unconditional, pure and eternal ...
